Give it two years and see if it’s still there.

If it’s not, it’s just a crush. Sux to suck.

Does it mean something when someone spends Christmas with their friends instead of their family?

Or am I just thinking into things too much?

Then again, it’s not my place to judge.

Maybe I should just forget about it. 

They say it takes time
But you don’t have to spend it alone 

A lot of my friends (not all) who are in relationships don’t seem to be enjoying them much.

They don’t seem like very healthy relationships at all.

But at the same time, I can’t really judge because I don’t know enough about them and their relationships. All I know is that everytime they talk to me about it, it’s them complaining about something that’s not going right. 

And I always want to tell them that they should be talking to their significant other about this, not me…but I guess it doesn’t always work that way.

I keep forgetting how messy relationships are because I always think of how they should be.

“It’s just a rough patch.” But why are there so many patches?? The majority of the relationship should be enjoyable and fulfilling. That’s why they call them rough patches-they only happen once in a while. If they happen more than half the time, then it’s not really a patch anymore. Just think about patching up a pipe. You patch up small holes here and there…but if more than half the pipe is gone/missing, you’re not really patching it anymore…you’re just…well, at that point, you should just buy a new pipe, no? Wow ok ignore my bad analogies nvm.

I dunno. I guess to me, it just seems like a lot of the relationships around me are really unhealthy, and I always end up thinking, “this person would be happier without the relationship”. But obviously, the other person doesn’t think that or they wouldn’t still be in the relationship so maybe people just like telling me depressing things because they like watching me be sad.

Or maybe it’s because I’m such an unexcited person that telling me happy things always brings down their mood because I’m not as happy as they are after they tell me it. Either way, still a lose-lose? 

Time to go to my last final. 

One more trip to diedieland.
 

When I look at you
You’re so far away
I’m so far away 

I don’t even know what to say about this. Did someone really just post this? I’m so confused. 

Is there something I’m missing, or is this as hypocritical as I think it is?  

Going through my old posts on this blog is so depressing.

If someone were to learn about me through this blog, they’d probably think I’m some depressed emo kid.

Maybe I am.

I really hope not.

On a random sidenote, I was reading about limerence on wikipedia…

fml why do I feel like it’s describing almost all the crushes I’ve ever had T_T  

Interesting read.  

one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

Ok guys so this post was so good until ALL OF SUDDEN…!!!

Man, this thing is approaching 100k notes too. I don’t know how people make these mistakes (or why people don’t correct them when they reblog). Like, it’s not even a conversation where you make a typo that you can’t fix…it’s a post that you can read over and edit AT ANY TIME. That being said, I make typos too so I guess I’m just as dumb. 

Ok I should really stop this. I’ve just been kind of on edge recently…maybe because of stress and/or lack of sleep? I dunno. I’m just not a pleasant person to be around (not that I was particularly pleasant to be around to begin with, but it’s gotten worse). 

I feel like it would be a bad idea to make another blog just to make fun of all the reblogs I see


But I feel like it’d be bad to just make fun of them on my main blog because people might get offended


But seriously some of these are ridiculous like

“But what happens when he’s your Romeo but you’re not his Juliet?” 

…Guess that means only one of you dies. You’ll fake your death for him and he’ll be like k good riddance LOL gg and then you’ll be like omg I can’t be with Romeo time to die


It’s late and I’m just easily irritated right now and I should sleep but I have my test tomorrow and this is probably what I would be like if I were ever to get drunk oh gosh I hope that never happens I’d be so embearbear